So... I ended it. I think we're going to stay friends but I just don't want to give him false hope. The saddest part? I know exactly how he feels. You always want what you can't have. It's such a crazy circle. Murphy's Law really - story of my life.
Oh well.... you never know - maybe one of these days I'll come across someone and there will be a mutual liking :) A girl can dream eh?
On another disturbing note.... I'm frustrated with my dear friend. I really just don't know what to do. I know he didn't mean too but he's really made some comments that hurt. I guess he just doesn't have much faith in me and what I'm capable of. Hence the "bad person" title. He makes me feel like that's me and that I am not capable of any empathy. I guess it goes to show you how little he really knows about me. And honestly I'm not really sure what is going to happen. He's hurting and I tried to be there for him - got shot down and insulted - and I'm not sure how much of that I can take.
Long day ahead.... working part time after work so I'm working from 8am to 10 pm with about 30 mins off in there which will be spent in my car. Ugh. Oh well.. need the money!
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Are you by chance working Retail again, PT? ;)
((hugs))
NO WAY! I'd never make any money if I did that Trish! Will tell you later where as I don't want to post it :)
Yep, I understand.
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