It never fails....

Why is that the guys that I want never feel that same? Or if they do, it's very fleeting?

And why is that the guys I have no feelings toward whatsoever are the ones that really want to pursue a relationship with me?

Hmpf.

Honestly, it's a bit tiring. But I feel good in the knowledge that if it was just about 'having a boyfriend' I would be with one of the latter and I'm still choosing to remain single. I think that says a lot. As much as I think I'm ready for 'something' and wanting for 'something', maybe I'm supposed to be taking care of everything else right now so that I'm really ready when 'something' comes.

Yeah. I like that theory. A lot.

Lately I've been feeling like I did in January...... like 'something' was about to happen. It did then so I'm hoping for a repeat but with a better outcome.