On the mend.....

I've been a little down in the dumps the last couple of days but I'm clawing out of it now. It all just came as such a shock as I thought things were great. And they were great. He needs to be alone right now and he saw that we were going in opposite directions with me sharing more with him but him not recriprocating. He's still a bit hung up on the ex among other financial things he needs to take care of. So... last night I went to meet him and we walked and talked for over 2 hours and I am feeling much better about things. Still sad and I miss him terribly but I've been through worse so I know I'll be fine. It was only a month but it was a very intense month for both of us and right now I just miss talking and seeing him every day. Felt more like 6 months really. It has however showed me that I am finally ready for something serious and has showed me the kind of connection I want and what kind of guy I want.

And.... on April 16th I will be officially divorced! The papers came yesterday. I somehow knew when I went to get my mail that they were going to be there too. Weird.