I really want this hollow and nauseous feelings to go away - and now dammit!
Everyone must think I'm the most pathetic thing around.... but even though it was only 4 and a half weeks with him it felt like more and we really truly had a good connection. Just not good enough I guess :(
I have had no appetite for 3 days..... and a nauseous feeling too. I've almost thrown up probably 10 times. WTF? I'm embarassed to even admit to that actually.
I really look forward to being back to normal.... I was fine and happy before him and I will be that way again. Just don't have the patience anymore.
Ugh.
I am going to keep myself busy this week with the gym and groceries on monday, work both jobs on tuesday, then my sister is here for the rest of the week and she better keep me occupied. I might even take wednesday off to shop with her - the only thing holding me back is she's shopping at the mall where S works. Ugh.
Off to clean - just bought myself an early birthday present - a vacuum!!! Woohoo!
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what kind of vacuum? how much? where?
can you tell I'm on the hunt for a new one???
It's a Hoover Runabout. $100 at London Drugs on sale from $149. I figured it was meant to be considering I hummed and hawed on it a few weeks ago while on sale and then didn't go back for it. Went to see what sales they had today and just picked it up :) Works great so far!
Is it bagless? I keep coming back to that right now...I hate buying bags!
Yup! Hope I like that... but not having to buy bags is soooo damn appealing :)
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