Life is such a roller coaster

Well.... I have had pretty much every emotion since sunday. Monday was very rough.... shed a few tears (because I'm silly like that) but was feeling better after talking to friends monday night. Tuesday was a brand new day and I felt pretty good. Was realizing that we are better as friends and I am happy he's in my life but he would have driven me crazy if we were in a relationship.

Then last night, I got a little freaky. Came home to find he's taken me off his faves list on the site we met on and taken himself off of mine. I was so hurt. Yes I'm sure it sounds downright ridiculous to the normal folk out there but we've been on them since August when we met so it hurt. I thought he was cutting off all ties with me. So I msn'd him.... no response. I thought he'd deleted me. I went into panic when he didn't respond. Was very upset but then... after about 30 mins he responded and calmed me down. It was actually a bit humorous. I'm positive he thinks I'm a freak but I promised I don't do that normally and not to worry.

So that's it about that. I feel very calm and content with this. He's a cool guy and I'm glad he's still going to be in my life :) He's great for advice which may just come in handy!